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1. |
$TILL DREAMIN'
04:00
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$TILL DREAMIN’ prod. Kenneth English
Verse One:
So many pictures in my iPhone, thinking bout this flight home
Finally turned the mic on, my head feel like a cyclone
Them people calling my phone, feeling like I'm Mike Jones
I'm locking in this tight zone, I just need some wine dawg
I said that I was finished, aid that when I was finished
At least I can admit, being sober made me different
Even nowadays I don't even drink like that
Gotta keep the signal super clear so I can think right back
Link right back, so I keep the conversation going
I'll be right back, gotta keep the nominations flowing
Mother nature know I got this, yea her ovulations’ going
Never thought that I would make it, so I gotta make it home
We gotta take the throne, wonder what we waiting on?
If they never heard "The States." guess we gotta make it known
This the basement zone,
Ain't no takin breaks, nikka less we breaking off the phone
Always been unique cause they can't make us into clones
Hook:
I'm still dreaming, wishing I can have it all huh
I'm still thinking bout the day that I get called up
People pressing on my line, but I won't falter
I'm still dreaming about the day that I could ball bruh...
I'm still dreamin, yeah I'm still dreamin',
I'm still dreamin', yeah I'm still dreamin'
I still mean it, yeah, I still mean it
We still need it, yeah we still need it…
Verse Two
You was war ready, nikka I was born ready
I been dreaming thru my nightmares like I was born Freddy
Shoutout to my exes, always felt like they was more petty
Stronger foundations said I gotta keep my core ready
Building up a plan, while I'm building up some bands
Need to see the fans in the stands, playing jams, making grands
Waving hands, saying lyrics to the cam while we land
if you thinking out the box, you gotta take the fuckin’ chance
We was playing empty shows cause we had the least fans
But we never fell off track, just had to replan
It's like we built a dope beach but we was using cheap sand
Learning from the trials and the frowns, now this the rebrand
Used to smile at the sun, now we the ones it smiles on
So I guess I'm riding with my brothers til the tires gone
They could never take our drive over, less' the fire gone
We the type to keep that heat on, until the sirens gone…on…
Hook:
I'm still dreaming, wishing I can have it all huh
I'm still thinking bout the day that I get called up
People pressing on my line, but I won't falter
I'm still dreaming about the day that I could ball bruh...
I'm still dreamin, yeah I'm still dreamin',
I'm still dreamin', yeah I'm still dreamin'
I still mean it, yeah, I still mean it
We still need it, yeah we still need it…
I'm still dreaming, wishing I can have it all huh
I'm still thinking bout the day that I get called up
People pressing on my line, but I won't falter
I'm still dreaming about the day that I could ball bruh...
I'm still dreamin, yeah I'm still dreamin',
I'm still dreamin', yeah I'm still dreamin'
I still mean it, yeah, I still mean it
We still need it, yeah we still need it…and I’m gone…
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2. |
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Chorus:
On that kindness and that love
I notice that you grinding, but do you give your mind a hug?
Got it out the dirt but they still be sipping mud
Tryna make this shit go up, it’s been all about the love
…Tryna focus on that kindness and that love
I notice that you grinding, but do you give your mind a hug?
Got it out the dirt but they still be sipping mud
Tryna make this shit go up, it’s been all about the...
Verse:
Ain't about you being seen, it’s about you seeing things
Ain’t about you needing green, it’s about you being free
Learning bout some decencies, while teaching thru my frequencies
This life ain’t always sweet to me but still I find the peace to breathe
Beneficial existential, helping others, seeking me
Affecting mental, referential, paint the world, complete the dream
Where is the inception? a starting points’ corrections
We speak without inflections, then we lose upon directions
The moneys' burning hole in wallets, dog us like Gromit
Then we ball just like Wallace, problem is we gotta stop it
Looking for the gold in your soul, you need some polish
That ain’t nothing but applying all the knowledge that you’ve spotted
You ain’t been around the bottom, you won’t know just where the top is
Higher self has been a baby, but it’s time that you adopt it
So just remain yourself, but spread the love and keep it honest
Help whoever has been watching, making progress, never stopping
Chorus:
On that kindness and that love
I notice that you grinding, but do you give your mind a hug?
Got it out the dirt but they still be sipping mud
Tryna make this shit go up, it’s been all about the love
…Tryna focus on that kindness and that love
I notice that you grinding, but do you give your mind a hug?
Got it out the dirt but they still be sipping mud
Tryna make this shit go up, it’s been all about the......love
Verse Two (Amar Miller):
Been love deprived
(Love deprived)
I more than shine
(More than shine)
I’m growing leaves
(Growing leaves)
Now all the time
(All the time)
If love is blind
(Love is blind)
Close your eyes
(Close your eyes)
I see Heaven in your mind
Can I get a little time
With your heart, I know it’s safe yeah
I can heal your soul, and I promise I don’t play fair
Flora of your form, wanna get lost inside your maze here
I can really love you while I spend the rest my days here
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3. |
dontHoldback.
02:34
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Chorus:
Holding backs' for cowards
I think about this moment every hour
Even while I'm cleansing in the shower
Holding backs' for cowards
Verse:
Finally I'm tapping in my power
I'm first, I'm turning seconds into hours (ours)
Holding backs' for cowards
I'm finna scream this shit out even louder
Cause this LeBron throwing up the powder
And I'm barely drinking anymore and I don't smoke the sour
But shoutout to my people on the flower
It just ain't for me...doing drugs just ain't relief
It's just another crutch while I grieve
For all the lost ones who ain't with me now...
And that don't mean they dead but they missing out...
Hard to really explain what this feelings' bout
They claim the pandemics' over but it's still a drought
I'm finna show all my nikkas what a million bout...
And all of my past dreams, I'm finna live it out
And all of this motivation you can come get it now...
Missing when I'd see my mother really really smile
She still does, not physically but she living now...
And since I murder beats, am I a killer now?
I think I'm still a child
Gimme the seafood rice, but can I get it mild?
I need a couple shrimp rolls for the feeling now
I'm Peter Parker, got me climbing out the building now
Spiritually I'm so high, I'm tryna make the ceiling clouds
Chorus:
Holding backs' for cowards
I think about this moment every hour
Even while I'm cleansing in the shower
Holding backs' for cowards
Finally I'm tapping in my power
I'm first, I'm turning seconds into hours (ours)
Holding backs' for cowards
I'm finna scream this shit out even louder
I think about this moment every hour
Holding backs' for cowards
Finally I'm tapping in my power
I'm first, I'm turning seconds into hours (ours)
Holding backs' for…
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4. |
“atpeace...”
03:20
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Verse:
Either at peace or in pieces, there's no in between
So I been stretching out the flows like a limousine
I got em coming outta pocket like a dentist fee
Until it all line up, cause life is symmetry
Throw a flag, get attacked, cause that's the penalty
Of being in the wrong place in Cali, better let em B
Or let em C, either way you never reach
Nowadays these bitches be birds and I just let em free
And you don't let em breathe, you need to earn some better cheese
Drinking wine mixed with tea, Searching for inner peace
Used to wear my heart out like pendant, now it's up my sleeve
Told you that I'm going underwater like a submarine
Think I got my buzz back, like laying on a hunnad bees
If you don't want it, you don't want it, but don't come for me
All they do is throw him shade like he laying under trees
Punching thru this may weather, looking for my money team
Hook (2x):
Time is ticking and I'm running outta time
Trynna find my way out, I been waiting on a sign
The vision has been clear, but it's plenty on mind
Searching for inner peace, I know that it's all inside
Verse Two:
Used to live in the valley, so used to being under peaks
Remember when I landed here, I said that I would never leave
Now I'm looking at some other places til my money reach
Fighting thru the pain, I been drained, it gets fucking deep
They always got something to say, you mine as well go do your thang
Money isn't everything but make sure that you choosing change
Growing through the fluent flames' the only way to move the pain
Take some time away from screens, find some nature, renew your brain
Family over everything, cause you can't win when family feuds
Play the game to change the game, cause I can't stand to see you lose
Investments and some liquid cash, it's time to make expansion moves
Write your plan in black and white, got to take a chance for views
The women will come, and so will the accolades
They there to cool you down, they sorta like after shave
Remember the week ends, so really just Saturdays
Don't get stuck in this 9 to 5s, you deserve some happy days
Listen to your body cause, it won't lead you wrong
Seek it when your beast is gone and all you got is heat from songs
I do this for myself but also do it for the ones who love me
Finding beauty in the rain, when the shit get ugly
Hook (2x):
Plenty on my mind, when will I find the time to get it out?
Life has been a gift but it's finally time we live it out
Be patient with your moves, cause it's all about your healing now
And focus on your happiness, don't let nobody steal it now
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5. |
"ATMOSPHERE."
01:55
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Verse:
I was tryna make a point, now I'm standing besides it
Think I'm done with this job shit
No-more of this 9 to 5 shit
My moms from the D, so I guess I've decided
But God had a vision and I finally aligned with
A tunnel vision focus, I can't notice all the side shit
With pride I was divided, and all I seen was minus
When you give em less of your time, you remain timeless
I'm bowing to your highness, like James but I'm Wiseman
And I wasn't made to fit in, don't know the sizes
A mid-life crisis, but learning that I'll like it
Balling for my team, but I'm too seasoned for a Heisman
Never said that I was perfect, said that I'll be going diamond
So if you feel excited, then throw it up like heimlichs
Tryna make a cold killing, can't see what the crime is
A smooth criminal, I'm always individual
So til it feels reciprocal, just finish out the mission bro
They waiting for the pick n roll, I'm taking up a give and go
Plus it's always bigger than me, so I made 24
I remember sipping dark liquor, mixed with pinnacle
Choices wasn't always the best, but I been living though
Written’s feel like minutes from a meeting so I listen slow
This for my guys like Kenneth Cole, I'm in a different mode
Pitch it til it's in my spirits soul, I can feel it grow
I was never talking spicy, I only been original
Guess it makes no difference since I never was a chicken though
You wouldn't get it though, my teas' what I been sippin’ bro
Feel like this the NFL, I'm going for official goals
Standing in the face of adversity, til you hit a poll
Then you learn to give a vote, but shit ain't really switching though
So I keep my head up, even when the shit get cold, cause
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6. |
Lost Kids.
02:49
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We are lost kids not by design but by divine
Built in time, we realign then define our minds
Silence is just a safe space we hold for ourselves, because this world is always yelling at us,
Telling us to be that and be this, instead of embracing the fact that we are in fact the gift
So lift, lift your eyes, ears and brains out the gutter
Don't let them make us strike out, we were blessed by our mothers
The ones whose skin, reminds us of butter
Smooth to the touch and full of embracing
Don't run away from the pain like Jay Z stated, go face it
Pacing and placement is everything...
Love yourself because no one will do it for you the way you need it done
Respect your support system and never run
Love all the ones who love you and fly...
and fly...
Chorus :
We some lost kids staring in the sky tonite
Wishin' pon' a star get us high tonight
Hoping for a sign, can we fly the skies?
We some lost kids staring in the sky tonite
Lost kids staring in the sky tonite
Wishin' pon' a star get us high tonight
Hoping for a sign, can we fly the skies?
Lost kids staring in the sky tonite
Verse :
We look into the future
This life is kamasutra
Many ways that it could do ya
Experience is a tutor
Gotta listen thru the rumors
Cause it's just a bunch of noise
We been poise thru the Mula
And ain't nobody cooler
I think you gotta find out what your time is, fore you lose it
Older folks just say we foolish, but they don't know we students
Tell us that we gotta prove it but we always did the proofing
Knead the dough before you use it
Seek the positive and do it
Show your scars just like a nudist
Feel the pain you gotta sooth it
Got me channeling my Cudi, while I'm staring at my painting
Said ain't no time for the waiting
Be yourself and you can chase it
Getting closer to the day when I can finally say we made it
But for now you'll catch me saving
Stacking everything I'm making
For the most part, cause you know I gotta bring you dope art
Bullseye when you throw darts, go off
Or be a dope car that won't start
I'm saying don't park, my nikka free the go karts...
Chorus :
We some lost kids staring in the sky tonite
Wishin' pon' a star get us high tonight
Got us hoping for a sign, can we fly the skies?
We some lost kids staring in the sky tonite
We some lost kids staring in the sky tonite
Wishin' pon' a star get us high tonight
Got us hoping for a sign, can we fly the skies?
We some lost kids staring in the sky tonite
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7. |
PARDON ME.
03:26
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Verse One:
Pardon me if this is sad, but mother dearly miss you bad
I can't even hit my dad, the voicemails I can't listen back
And in the times that I am happy, praying that these feelings last...
I relapsed, couple months ago I was smoking gas
Then I had a trip attack, had so much pain up in my back
Swore-I was done with alcohol and then I went and filled my glass
I never liked you for some reason in the future with my past
I'm spending money from my stash, I swore that I would make it last
I try to vent in therapy but she's not always there for me
This is not discrediting the fact my system cares for me
But when I'm deep inside emotions only God can carry me
For some reasons I don't know, he needs me here apparently
Been focused on me moving out, but truthfully I'm terrified
Of being on my own, cause it feels just like it's a scary ride
But if I don't do anything, success will leave me paralyzed
Or maybe it's just all up in my head and this is a pair of lies....
Hook:
They telling me to fly but the sky seems so far away
For the moments that I live, I pray I heal my scars today
Feel like gods my only parent, yet I still feel I'm alone
Will I make it fore' its way too late? I'm scared to be alone...
They telling me to fly but the sky seems so far away
For the moments that I live, I pray I heal my scars today
Feel like gods my only parent, yet I still feel I'm alone
Will I make it fore' its way too late? I'm scared to be alone...
Will I make it fore' its way too late? I'm scared to be alone...
Will I make it fore' its way too late? I'm scared to be alone...
Verse Two:
I know I mentioned moving out, been thinking bout solutions now
Tell me what we're doing now, I don't have to go prove it now
This life is just a fairytale, but now I know me very well
Heavens what I'm reaching for when going thru a scary hell
I done seen a lot in life, it's more than I would care to tell
They moving like a hare back home, but this time they going carry shells
Killings at the grocery store...don't know where to go no more
These cops be scared to open doors to stop the ones unloading more
Been reading more and focused on some things that I don't know for sure
Our life is just a game to them since they the ones that hold the score
Behold the pale horse during times of uncertainty
Don't be afraid to get what you want, and just don't work for free
Your gift is like a currency, exchange it til you learn to be
The one you always dreamed of being, see the vision perfectly
The one you always dreamed of being, see the vision perfectly
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8. |
chosen.
02:17
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Chorus:
I cannot explain, I was chosen
Everyday when I feel like I’m broken
If I keep it going, then I’m Golden
If I keep it going, then I’m Golden
I cannot explain, I was chosen
Everyday when I feel like I’m broken
If I keep it going, then I’m Golden
If I keep it going, then I’m Golden
Verse:
I cannot explain it, though it has been entertaining
I been going through my brain and, notice everything is changing
Hoping that it stay the same and, I been feeling kinda heated
But I need it while I’m flaming
All these instrumentals, instrumental interchanging…
So it’s back and forth I’m pacing, thinking when will I be famous? Thinking when will I be famous?
91’ until infinity, but I ain’t never dated
You should listen to my cadence, this how rappers find they places
I know I’ve gotten older, but I’m doper at these ages
Know that I should hit the gym but lately I can’t seem to make it
All I wanna do is focus on my craft until I’ve made it
I know it takes some time, but patience always keep me waiting
Searching for my will at the smith machine, I’m Jaded
Shoutout to my nikka SafehouseC, I’ll grab my apron
Cause it’s time to kill these pigs, until the blessings start to baking (bacon)
Plus I put it on the oven, they going love it while we make it, I’m gone nikka
Chorus:
I cannot explain, I was chosen
Everyday when I feel like I’m broken
If I keep it going, then I’m Golden
If I keep it going, then I’m Golden
I cannot explain, I was chosen
Everyday when I feel like I’m broken
If I keep it going, then I’m Golden
If I keep it going, then I’m Golden
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9. |
"HEART."
03:30
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Chorus|Hook:
Love the way you stare at me
Your eyes they show me clarity
In my toughest times, you always showed me you was there for me
Life ain’t always fair but we balance out the parities
Life ain’t always fair but we balance out the parities
Love the way you stare at me
Your eyes they show me clarity
In my toughest times, you always showed me you was there for me
Life ain’t always fair but we balance out the parities
Life ain’t always fair but we balance out the parities
Verse:
Love the way you stare at me, everything you share with me
They try to throw they labels on me, things that I won’t care to be
Tryna put that ring up on your finger, hope you marry me
It’s like our spirits meant to be, these moments they feel very free
Diving in our mental space, the things that we could fix today
It’s been a longer time for me I hope that you can give me grace
I know that there will be some times, when you going tell me gimme space
Evolve into a different Drā, you listen when I miss your face
There’ll be tears, to keep it frank, nostalgia we could kiss away
Even when we flip the page, I never want to slip away
Wanna be the Nipsey to your Lauren, Rest In Peace the great
Won’t always be easy days, but baby I can see your strength
So on the day we meet with fate, I pray to God we see the gates
And look back on the greater times, when god can say let’s see the tape
During times our mind’ll curve, I pray that we can keep it straight
That shouldn’t be too hard to do, we just gotta keep the faith, and stay
Chorus|Hook:
Love the way you stare at me
Your eyes they show me clarity
In my toughest times, you always showed me you was there for me
Life ain’t always fair but we balance out the parities
Life ain’t always fair but we balance out the parities
Love the way you stare at me
Your eyes they show me clarity
In my toughest times, you always showed me you was there for me
Life ain’t always fair but we balance out the parities
Life ain’t always fair but we balance out the parities
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Chorus|Hook:
Tryna leave my legacy, have something I can tell my seed
I became a better me, worked hard for things, no settling
Focused on my mission and proceeded past the jealousy
You control your destiny, if it's special, then let it breathe...
Tryna leave my legacy, have something I can tell my seed
I became a better me, worked hard for things, no settling
Focused on my mission and proceeded past the jealousy
You control your destiny, if it's special, then let it breathe...
Verse:
It's 8:15 and I'm bout to go to bed
It's so much in my head, So I leave it on read
I leave you on said, cause I ain’t hear what you said
Told me that you called me but my phone is dead
It's a scary game, excuses they can range from Larry bird to a cherry range, let's prepare for games
We don't prepare the same, we don't sip air the same
Carry words from buried lanes, Cause we just don't compare the same
I’ve married change and cherish days like Sade say, Because…I’m here to stay
And I won’t let negativity go and steer the day
Umbrella academy, rollin up a Mary J…hey…
Imagine sitting pon’ the hills and watching the sunset
Then flashing to the future and knowing my son set or daughter good,
Or maybe both if we can fall in love
Hopefully that's first, hopefully that works
I don't know what I'm saying, I gotta be careful first…
I don't know what I'm saying, I gotta be careful first…(fade out line)
Chorus|Hook:
Tryna leave my legacy, have something I can tell my seed
I became a better me, worked hard for things, no settling
Focused on my mission and proceeded past the jealousy
You control your destiny, if it's special, then let it breathe...
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11. |
"flight." feat. knew'd
02:09
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Hook:
Might just take a flight back home
And visit all the places where I’ve grown
I hope to see the people that I know
Cause this is all I ever want
Might just take a flight back home
And visit all the places where I’ve grown
I hope to see the people that I know
Cause this is all I ever want
Verse:
Plenty on my mind, But I don’t mind cause this was meant for me
This life is just a symphony, I’m singing til they send for me
Haters sending sodium, insult(salt) to an injury
But they don’t never mention me, I’m focused to the tenth degree
Took some extra time to sit and think about my future now
Thinking bout the places I could live when I can move around
My grandma told me I should see the world and I should do it now
Do what makes you happy, it don’t matter who you knew was proud
Cause one day we’ll be thru the clouds,
and flying with the coolest smile
Do, til you can’t do without
And groove til you can’t groove without
Heard this in an instant, we was winning
thought you knew’d the bounce
CBD with THC, so writing while I’m glued to couch
Healing thru revealing, there’s no ceiling when the truth is out
I don’t even know if I can find you when my mood is out
Playing call of duty mobile, remember when they nuked the town, remember that shit?
Hook:
Might just take a flight back home
And visit all the places where I’ve grown
I hope to see the people that I know
Cause this is all I ever want
Might just take a flight back home
And visit all the places where I’ve grown
I hope to see the people that I know
Cause this is all I ever want
Might just take a flight back home
And visit all the places where I’ve grown
I hope to see the people that I know
Cause this is all I ever, want
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